Tuesday, November 4, 2025

My First Vipassana Meditation Experience


 

Oh my legs, my back… what if my third eye opens?!

That’s literally what I thought on Day 1. I had walked in confident, “prepared”… and then suddenly my entire life flashed before me while sitting in that meditation hall.

Hi! I’m Priyana.
In this blog, I’m sharing my first Vipassana meditation experience — what it is, why I chose it, the process, and what really happens there.

This is for you if:

  • You’re curious about Vipassana

  • You're planning to attend one

  • Or you’re simply tired of chasing peace in a noisy world

Let’s begin.


What is Vipassana Meditation?

Vipassana is one of the oldest meditation techniques, discovered by Gautama Buddha over 2,500 years ago.

It originated in India—yes, our land—but eventually faded from mainstream practice. Myanmar preserved it and later returned it to India.

Vipassana means:
To see things as they truly are
Not with judgment.
Not with reaction.
Just pure awareness.

It’s like an operation of the mind—but you’re the patient and the surgeon.

No one can meditate for you.
They guide you, but the effort is yours.

Vipassana teaches:

  • Stillness

  • Observation

  • Focus

  • Non-reaction

In simple terms, it teaches you the art of living.


Why I Chose Vipassana

Today everyone is struggling with something — stress, anxiety, overwhelm, burnout, emotional pain.

We consume motivation like medicine:
Podcasts, reels, quotes, YouTube…

And yes, they make us feel good —
but only for a few days.

Then the same questions return.

I felt I needed a mental reset.
When I heard this program has:

  • No phone for 10 days

  • No talking

  • No contact with family

  • 10 hours meditation daily

…I said to myself:
“Challenge accepted. Let’s see if I can do this.”


Registration Process

It’s simple.

Go to dhamma.org
Fill the form as a new student.
Choose a center and apply at least 2 months in advance, because seats are limited.

I attended during Diwali — and booked my slot in August.


Choosing a Centre

If it’s your first time, pick a center near your city. You already have a lot going on mentally — travel stress isn't needed.

I chose Dhamma Sota near Gurgaon (Sohna).

Even my family was nervous:

“Diwali time? Alone? What if they turn you into a monk?”

But once they saw the peaceful campus, their worries vanished.


Arrival, Check-In & Rules

Men and women stay in totally separate areas.
Even married couples stay apart.

What’s not allowed:

❌ Phones
❌ Books & journals
❌ Religious items
❌ Talking
❌ Gadgets
❌ Makeup, jewelry, distractions

You submit everything.
You’re given a simple room and locker.

Rooms are basic but clean.
Yes, you might see a few insects — it’s nature, not a hotel.

There is laundry service (optional).
I opted for it — zero regrets.


Day 0 — The Silent Beginning

Day 0 is orientation.
They explain rules, give your seat number in the meditation hall, and after tea break:

Silence begins.

It hits you — no voice, no phone — just you and your mind.


Daily Routine

Wake up: 4:00 AM
Meditation begins: 4:30 AM

You meditate for 10 hours a day, with breaks.
No — you are not expected to sit like a monk without moving.
Breaks exist. You survive.

The hall has fixed seating.
No swapping seats like school.
If you have back issues, you can request support or a chair.


First Few Days: Reality Check

Headache.
Back pain.
Leg pain.
Restlessness.
Thoughts attacking like wild horses.

Your mind resists silence.
It wants your phone.
It wants noise.
It wants distraction.

And you sit.
You observe.
You learn to not react.

On Day 1, I thought:

“Why did I sign up for this?”
“My back is breaking!”
“Everyone else looks peaceful except me!”

Later, I found out — everyone felt the same.

No, your third eye won’t open in 10 days.
You won’t see visions.
You won’t meet God.

What you will learn is more powerful:

✅ Awareness of breath
✅ Awareness of body sensations
✅ Training your mind to not react
✅ Deep clarity about yourself


Myths vs Reality

❌ Vipassana is not magic
❌ It won’t fix life overnight
❌ It’s not for running away from life

✅ It shows you how to live life
✅ How to remain stable when life shakes you
✅ How to observe pain — emotional & physical — and not drown in it


Final Thoughts

Vipassana is not easy.
It’s intense.
It’s uncomfortable.
It’s raw.

But peace isn’t found on Instagram reels.
Peace is found inside silence — within you.

If you truly want inner change — try it once.
Not to escape life, but to return stronger.

The loudest place in the world is your mind.
Vipassana teaches you how to quiet it.


Would I Recommend It?

100% yes.

Go with honesty.
Go with openness.
Go without expectations.

And you’ll come back renewed.


Check my vlog for complete information on my experience.

Sunday, March 4, 2018

Rice and a lot of drama

Hello Readers,
Okay..so this is my first post and I'm really nervous but excited too ...well mostly nervous. I don't know what to start with. At first, i thought of writing a brief about me but that sounds pretty bore to me. To be honest, that is not relevant at all. So I have decided to tell you about my super weakness i.e Rice. Being an Indian, rice is a staple food in your diet. I have always loved rice like since the beginning. Everyone says that rice is actually good only if you take in a certain amount. But the thing is I can't control myself when it comes to rice. I have tried everything like EVERYTHING to take it in small portions and tried to pay attention to all those bits of advice my loved ones gave me. And well you guessed it right... I FAILED. It's not like I have stopped trying but i am still trying to do that. I feel like Rice is my nemesis because it's the only reason that have got me obese at such a young age. I also have this thyroid condition which makes my case difficult. Let's come to the topic now ,  you might be wondering what exactly is the drama part right? Well, it's quite a normal thing with me i.e whenever I eat rice all hell breaks loose on me. My family starts lecturing me which then raise my temper and I say things that I don't really mean. I have a nasty temper issue. So after cooling down a bit, I realize their view and obviously apologized. This thing is like so common to me that my parents now don't really bother saying much to me. Although they still say something but that has reduced to some level. I think they have become hopeless that I'll ever get fit. I am so frustrated most of the time only because of my fat issue. I can't even fit myself in my month old clothes and this is really breaking my patience. Perhaps that's a good thing? I don't know but one thing is for sure ....that my breaking point is near. My weight is 100kg right now and I am not following any specific diet. Someone in my family suggested a visit to a local dietician known for working miracles on people like me. So I have decided to give it a go. I'll be visiting the dietician soon and I'll post the juicy details then. I hope that you might have had an idea of my stubbornness. I have never channeled this good trait of mine to lose fat otherwise I would not have been here writing this blog. So I guess that's all for today, I guess I'll catch you guys later with another boring story of mine. Please have patience because I have a lot to say. 



P.S
Ignore my mistakes if there is any.
And guys, I don't support Body Shaming CZ it's morally wrong. So I will delete comments or block that person who posts anything related to body shaming. YOU ARE WARNED.

My First Vipassana Meditation Experience

  “ Oh my legs, my back… what if my third eye opens?! ” That’s literally what I thought on Day 1. I had walked in confident, “prepared”… an...